From the first day she opened the door, she has noted to herself :
The day will come when they no longer long for her presence,
When they look at her not as lover, but more as a loner instead,
When she's not the first person they message in the morning anymore,
When their chamber is too stuffed for her to stay,
The time when things start to gone in a different direction,
Then she'll be ready to pack her hopes and leave.